Every day of this challenge, I was temped to make an excuse not to go. When I saw somebody else in the prayer room (which happened three out of the five days) I thought twice about going in, I even turned around to go back up the stairs on Monday. And every day I wanted to rationalize that instead of going to the prayer room, there was something else I could be doing. But everyday I pushed through that uncomfortable feeling of being vulnerable and I opened the door and walked into the room where I spent time in silence, by myself and with God.
So here’s what I learned: Time spent alone, especially while in college is precious. And time spent in silence is even more precious. When you invite God in on the mix, very good things happen.
Each day was different: A few times I journaled and twice I made lists. Sometimes I listened to the chapel CD and one day I sat for 30 minutes in silence. On Thursday a new friend happened to be in the prayer room when I arrived which turned out to be no coincidence at all. I listened while she talked and we held hands and prayed together. As we walked out of Graves together I thanked God for discipleship and the reminder that friendship is acting out God’s love in tangible ways. Friday was the last day of my challenge and I realized I didn’t want that day to be the end of the good thing I had going. I need to keep this challenge going and carve out time once a day to be with God and by myself. So for now, I’ll keep going to the prayer room every week and establish it into my routine because right now in my life it seems necessary.
So, when was the last time you sat in silence and thought? Or sat in silence and allowed yourself to just be- to take deep breaths and not allow your mind to wander with anxiety or doubt? When was the last time you had a conversation with God? Or a conversation with yourself? Carve out this time in your day, find a room, a location and discover what happens when you take a moment to be still, and just be.